Hannah's Five Year Plan

Living in the moment is something I'm not an expert at. Yes, of course I can live in the here and now, experience life as it comes and be spontaneous but I don't do that as much as I plan. I love planning. Everything. I make plans to make plans.

 I can never be fully satisfied with where I am currently in my life, I always want to be 1 year, 5 years, 10 years in the future. Sometimes it's hard for me to be patient and I wish I could skip time but then I check back into reality and think about all the things I would miss out on.

 In my weird futuristic life I've already graduated and I'm living in London in an awesome flat with some really cool friends. Possibly YouTubers because I like being surrounded by creative, intelligent, internet people. I'll be doing some really interesting work in social media or presenting a sex education show on television. Oh and then after living in London for a bit I'll get a job in New York and live in Brooklyn for a couple years. Then by 26/27 I'll move back to an as-of-yet-undecided big city in England and start planning the rest of my life.

But alas, I still have 2 years of university left. These are supposed to be the best days of my life so why do I have the mentality that I'm just sitting around waiting for my real life to begin?

Am I crazy? Do other people do this? Well, I know that my dad does. That's where I get it from.

Hannah

A Day in the Life of Hannah (ill edition)

So today I'm ill. I wasn't at the beginning of the day, I was actually feeling pretty fine, just sneezing a little bit here and there. Then I went to work and I got worse. So now I'm at home again.

So what do I do when I'm ill?

First thing I did was eat a piece of toast, need food in me, right? Then I did the most important thing which is get into my pyjamas, my favourite jumper and my bed socks. Then I got my laptop, got into bed and decided to write a blog about today. I've nearly used up my first tissue, I've eaten two chocolate bars and I most definitely haven't drunk enough water.

Now, I've just woken up from trying to sleep. I say trying because I was constantly kept awake by my runny nose. Oh the joys a being ill!

Oh god, it's happened, I've taken being ill as an excuse to divulge in crap T.V so now I've got 3 episodes of The X Factor to watch. The first contestant has already offended me. Some 18 year old guy called Frankie who is in it just for the ladies and not afraid to say so. He has 7 girls' names tattooed on his bum! This is just insane...

Chocolate bar #3

Okay so I wanted to eat chocolate bar #4 but I CAN'T FIND IT! Seriously, I've looked everywhere in my bed. This is really bothering me. I am 100% sure I went downstairs and got chocolate bar #3 and #4, I ate #3 and kept #4 for later. I've even counted the wrappers so I've definitely not eaten it. WHERE IS IT?!

Oh my bad. I just recounted the wrappers. I ate #4. I don't remember that... I must be really ill.

What do you guys do when you're ill?

Hannah